Days of feeling despair were becoming more prevelant. Any happiness or joy I had felt in the past was long gone. Highschool was proving to be more than I could handle and thoughts of suicide were creeping in. I felt hated, despised and rejected. I was threatened in the hallways, stalked and tormented. There was no way out. I begged my parents to take me out or send me to another school but they didn’t understand my desperation. Doctors thought I should be put on antidepressants and one doctor even told me after the first hour of meeting me, “Young lady, you just need to put a smile on your face.” I wanted to reach across the table and put my fist through his face, then maybe I could smile. Read the rest of this entry »

Looking back upon my life there is so much to be thankful for….the day I was born..what the enemy meant for evil, God turned to good. I was born with Cerebral Palsy. The doctors had to use forceps on my head to complete my delivery into this world.

The force of the forceps caused damage to the back of my head. And the force of my delivery also had broken my back in which my condition was unknown to anyone at the time of my birth. It didn’t become known that there was a problem until my mother noticed that I couldn’t crawl but scooted on my side to get around. And through many hospital tests, consultations in hospitals with many doctors came the diagnosis of Cerebral Palsy. Read the rest of this entry »

I want to share something which is taken for granted in some parts o f the world, since I finished from University in 2004, a number of things which is extra ordinary considering my position has been happening. When I finshed my degree I got a temporary contract job instantly, when an average graduate in my country takes years to secure a job. Read the rest of this entry »

My name is Devin. All my Life almost I have served Christ and after what has happened I can almost garentee I always will. It all starts close to 14 years ago. It was the Alabama championship. My mom went there that night and was just starting to shape her life up and had stopped drinking. She was the only one who was being responsible at the party and not get drunk in celebration.

She ended up having to take everyone home so they woulnd’t get hurt. Well the last one had once been her boyfriend and was so drunk he couldn’t get up the steps so she helped him to his apartment. It was there she was raped and I was concieved. 8 and 1/2 months later I was born and I was huge. My mom met a man named David and knowing I needed a father maryed him. The man changed completely the day she married him. Now his mother had said she used to be a witchand that has a large portion to do of why he changed. He beat her and she had started to hide baseball bats around the house. The last time I was alone with him I was thrown acoss the room. Read the rest of this entry »

You don’t have to be afraid that God doesn’t want you. He wanted you to spend eternity with Him so badly that He died for you, took your place in Hell and then defeated the devil while He was there; left there and went back to Heaven where He reigns as Lord of All. He is watching over you, waiting for you to accept Him into your life so He can change those things that are destroying you and make you into everything you never dreamed you could be.

Sound impossible? It is! In our own strength it certainly is. But in God’s strength anything is possible. I am living proof of the power of God in our lives to change, to be healed and radically saved! I was a dysfunctional person with a victim of the world mentality and He changed me into a victorious person who knows the God of the universe. He loves me! He loves you! He sent me to tell you He wants you in His life; He wants to be in yours. He wants to show you how much He loves you. Come with me; let me tell you my story… Read the rest of this entry »