I saw myself from God’s perspective

If the people approaching my father’s casket meant to comfort me, they failed.
“Your father’s in heaven now,” one said.
“He’s in a better place.” I looked at that man like he had lost his mind.
“A better place?” I fumed later.
“As far as I’m concerned, he should be here with me!”

Fortunately, Mum handled the challenge of raising three Teenagers and a two-year old. Returning to college, in a few years she graduated and became a primary school teacher. while she was an island of calm amid turmoil, at 13 I wasn’t ready for the shock of losing Dad. People said that time healed all wounds, but it only masked my pain. By age 16 I had quit school and went to work at a tailoring shop, selling men’s clothing. With cash in my hands and a new gang of friends, I ran headlong into all the world had to offer. Read the rest of this entry »

A Watchman’s Walk

Some of you, (I speak of Christian brothers and sisters) will immediately know what I am talking about here, some will think it nonsense, or at the best, a misunderstanding of God’s Word and what I had happen to me. You have that right; God gave the right to determine to all of us. But, this is my testimony, and as such, not open to debate with me on theological matters as I have come to know them on my own. Read the rest of this entry »

Testimony by Navy Chaplain

My testimony is very powerful. I was introduced to Jesus by a Navy Chaplain, a man who walked the walk and talked the talk. His name was Nick Phillips. I used to get frustrated over his happiness. Now I am continuously happy. Life is wonderful with Jesus. Anyway, soon afterwards, I died and met Jesus face to face and became radically saved! I can never forget his words that moment in time, “Come, follow me!” Heaven stopped time just for a sinner like me and I can never repay the Lord for saving me from a life of drugs, homosexual lifestyle, witchcraft, voodoo, hoodoo, alcohol, and cancer. Read the rest of this entry »

My lowest times

When I was young I grew up in a estreamly Catholic setting. I went to catholic school from k-6 and ccd classes every wed. dont ask what ccd stands for i havent got a clue besides boaring and expensive. I hated school i was teased alot and couldnt understand if this was such a perfect religion then why would god let people hurt one of their own.

When i hit tenage years i started rebeling against my religion and many other things such as parents and life. I remember being 14yr old and in a deep state of depression. I then rember going through suicidal ideation only back then i was told it was crazy and i wouldnt do such a stupid thing that i couldnt go to heaven then cause god would hate me. Read the rest of this entry »

God is faithful to never leave you

God is faithful through all circumstances in life. Well i thought i would write this: so here i go.
I can praise God and thank Him and am I witness to His faithfulless..through serious of storms and tribulations in life. The message my testimony says is this: Read the rest of this entry »